Renovations

I have a feeling I won't be writing for a while. Writing and being well are two things that go hand in hand for me. I have never found help in jotting down the mess that's in my soul. If anything it makes me even more frustrated when I face my own incapacity of wording some of my feelings.

For me writing this blog is a way to practise a little bit of creativity to compensate for the dull job I do day by day. And creativity comes when I feel whole. When I have plans. When I'm not kept awake at night by fear or sadness.

The truth is there is something more to it. Gingerman came across my blog last night and read it. I think apart from the pain he felt at what he read he probably didn't understand why I wouldn't communicate some of my feelings to him, but rather, to an invisible audience. I'm very sorry about that. It is time the two of us figured something out together and the way it will be done should not be through coded messages on a blog.

So, until I manage to sort myself a bit I will probably remain a reader and not a writer. Happy writing to everyone, I will be back!